i am struggling to write today
and i cannot tell if it’s the
distracted by the playlist
that may or may not have songs with words
or if it’s the
still so tired after so many days
or if it’s the
still sick after so many days
or if it’s just
hungry
or just not caffeinated enough
or apprehensive of saturday
or my natural state is simply
distractable
but still valiantly
trying to write
day in
and day out
and every morning
until i don’t anymore…