August 14, 2026

perhaps
i’m not as dissociative as i have always/often concluded i am

perhaps
i’ve been in the moment this entire time

and it’s a coping mechanism
to convince myself
i’m not

like it’s a coping mechanism
to pretend you are over
love

when all we have is love

when all we are is love

February 27, 2026

the future
or something
the past
or whatever
the present moment
never feels here
never feels solid
i’m either preparing for it
or looking back longingly
i never get to experience it
how does anyone
live inside it?