August 14, 2021

ever get lost in a dream
so much so
that when you wake up
you’re only half aware of the world around you
and half trying to remember what in the world your subconscious did to you the night before?

no reason,
just asking…

July 27, 2021

if you are
barely over
five feet tall
and your short-legged stride
outpaces
all the New Yorkers around you
you may have a problem

however

if you are
barely over
five feet tall
and gay
and your short-legged stride
outpaces
all the New Yorkers around you
that’s just fine.

July 21, 2021

decisions
preparing
discussions
excitement?
maybe?

~~~

all these silly
vague
hints
peek into my world
but don’t see
fully

~~~

do i write today?
do i post today?
do i wait today?
who knows?
(certainly not i)

July 20, 2021

am i so tired now
because my teen days
were 21 hours of manic waking
followed by three night-hours of insomnia?

[or is this still the insomnia,
just a whole new flavor?]

July 16, 2021

a kip home
a home for kips
the kippiest house to ever house a kip

but where/what/how is it?

~~~

do i feel better
(je me sens plus bien)
when i write in french
(quand j’écris en français)
because i don’t have to think as deeply?
(parce que je ne dois pas penser que profondément?)

–> est-ce que je me sens mieux quand j’écris en français parce que je n’ai pas à réfléchir aussi profondément?

~~~

someday
(maybe someday soon?)
i’ll get to create
the secret garden
of my dreams