it’s already
the middle of the month
how does
time
go by this
much
short poem day
May 26, 2023
interesting how poetry
is catalyzed by the most
and the least loved
in our lives
May 20, 2023
how can i remember
remembering
but can no longer remember
the actual thing?
~~~
it hurts my soul
to see our puppy so
sad and distressed
standing still in a cage
but it’s for her own good
and i wish
i wish
i could
explain to her in words
she’d comprehend:
‘just a few more days
and after, take it easy
and then, hopefully,
no more
puppy
prison’
~~~
how do people
craft poetry
instead of just letting
their guts fly free
internal thought process
and emotionality
all nakedly out
for any perusing
reading
eye to see?
May 18, 2023
again
one day gone
feels like a lifetime
away
May 13, 2023
meditate on love
coding
and community
what an anniversary!
May 2, 2023
how come
the relief
became exhaustion
and not
lack thereof?
May 1, 2023
lost
in a book
in music with words
in my own head’s thoughts
of solid phrases and anti-self-care behaviors
and i can’t think of how to
just get
out
~~~
thinking
about writing more
songs
poems to music
phrases that match up
with a tune and orchestration
and wanting to
maybe
perform it all
at some point
[soon?]
~~~
what happens
when you start thinking
in poetry
and try to bring others
along for the
ride
can you teach them how
or is it still just
such
a vibe?
April 28, 2023
the one good thing
about having sound
turned up on my phone
once more
is that i have different tones
for different friends’ texts
and now i know [again]
what to get excited for
April 27, 2023
pounding hearts
waiting limbos
musics
lists
memories
texts
plans
but no planning
and no jinxing
hopefully
hopes
April 17, 2023
being married
to your best friend
makes all your evenings
silly little sleepovers