i keep feeling
about to

something is
about to
happen

a big thing is
about to
come

i am
about to
get inspired

but i’ve been feeling the
about to’s
for quite some time

maybe my whole adult life

i’d like to take some of this control
back
into my own hands

it’s not something
about to
take me away
without my consent
without my active
participation

this time
it’s something
i am
about to
do

maybe that’s the best kind of
about to