i’ve spent the last few days [weeks]
posting these poems
up on my poetry blog
and i feel far more accomplished
and yet
there’s still a feeling
of
i get closer to my actual base thoughts
when i’m not worrying about which poems to post
[though i’d been posting the poems from days gone by]
so will i get back to that magic
of day 1, day 2, day 3, day 4, day 5, day 6…
will i need to set a schedule for posting? every three days? every week?
and do i really need to contemplate this out loud
into words
into my poems
into my way of conceptualizing/processing/thinking/feeling/knowing
in order to make them
more
real?