April 13, 2025

sometimes
you need to write the words
“you can do it!”
at the end of your to-do list
both as a thing to cross off
and at the end, just ‘cause

because

you
CAN
do it!

August 1, 2024

there are things on the to-do list
but when i get the time to do them
i find myself in desperate need of rest —
either to fully pass out
on the couch
asleep as soon as
my eyes close
or
the brain rest of a video game,
and the body rest of heat pack therapy,
and the emotional rest of sitting next to a cat or a puppy —
and i completely forget everything on my
multitudes of lists

[is this just the
maybehd way???]

May 6, 2024

i want to do
~things~
today

i want to get stuff
accomplished

and check
every single item
off of my to-do lists

and feel like i actually
did a whole day
today

September 28, 2023

an attempt at a poem-to-do-list:

-i don’t really know what to do
-how to write down what needs to be done
-it’s like in school where there was so much, it just melded into my mind
-and created a kind of static
-of overwhelming
-things
-to do
-to do
-to do
-so i did none of them
-so i did nothing
-and instead relied on television
-and podcasts
-to block out all thoughts
-not because it was inconvenient
-or because i didn’t want to face the reality
-but because it was literally too much
-for one human brain to handle

August 17, 2023

maybe
i just need food

maybe
i just need water

maybe
i just need a nap

maybe
i just need a break

maybe
i just need to accomplish
all the things i have
on my forever to-do lists
before i can feel
accomplished
in life

and maybe
that’s impossible,
but still i’ll
probably
try

March 19, 2023

the advice
i’ve recently received
is to try to achieve tasks
in threes

a never-ending to-do list
will only bring the vibe low
and with seemingly
nowhere to go

but three is accomplishable
achievable
doable

so, if this will help you
with your strife and life
of complex, minute details
of forever-long to-dos
let me impart to you
what was imparted to me
not too long ago

only
write down
three

and do those

October 3, 2022

oh yeah!
i wrote
last night

creatively
script-ily
a whole scene

i can do it
i can write
(other than poetry)

but i sure can
still write
a whole bunch
of
poems

~~~

there are things
to do
today

and i’m actually
excited
to do them?

~~~

sad
puppy dog eyes
gazing up at me
as if i could protect her
from everything

i will try, Computer,
i will try

June 27, 2022

To Do
Today:
An Experiment;

let’s warm up a little
with this Morning Poetry
but
let the majority of the writing happen
later
after breakfast
after naps
when the day is fully itself
and i feel myself too.
maybe then inspiration can be
things happening
my feelings
my emotions
my thoughts
not just
‘i’m so tired’
or
‘i want to be able to write’

maybe
possibly
this could be
my way in.