December 30, 2021

the balance
of yin and yang
(Kip and Kip)
is to have the one
be
stressed out of their mind
working all day
(during vacation)
snappy,
trappy,
not happy,

and the other
enjoying
Repair Shop
and
audiobooks
and leisurely cross-stitching
all damn day…

~~~

went to bed
with an ache
that could have been the universe
reaching into me
to warn me
of something devastating approaching
or
it could have been
empathic absorption
of my spouse’s stress.

(when will i find out which?)

~~~

no,
please don’t eat the chocolate,
or the dog’s food,
or sleep on needles,
or rub yourself all around in cedar spray
or-
-what did i just say about the chocolate?!

[this cat]

September 13, 2021

mantras and manifestations are weird:
to fully believe them
isn’t necessarily to
fully believe them;
it’s to throw them out into the universe
and trust
trust
trust
that they will come back
(and to trust
trust
trust
that you’ll be there,
fully,
to catch what returns)