July 1, 2026

i constantly want to organize
but it seems damn near impossible
but i know that the impossibility
has more to do with the vastness
the number of things there to organize
and if i start now
then maybe, maybe the extent of things
the number added
would simply fall into the organization
neatly

wouldn’t that be
nice?

[but i know it is far more likely
the organization will spill over
into the chaos of the rest of the house…

how to organize with
limited place
without throwing everything
out
and starting all over again?]

April 25, 2025

cleaning up the house
means
cleaning out the cobwebs in my emotions
means
cleaning for the first time
in a long time
means
organization
[which i love]
means
getting things out
to put them back again
means
maybe
maybe
maybe
getting rid of some things

[and that’s the most terrifying
concept and
consequence of all]