there is a blue lagoon offset from the sea
that calls to me
that calls to my ancestry
but we gave up fins and tails
and gills and frills
long ago
so very long ago
so i dip my two separate legs inside
and lean my bony back beside
and look at the storm clouds racing
and i think about the oceans rising and rising
and whether i can take back a deal made centuries ago
was my great great great great great great great grandmother a fool
or did she know something then
i can’t possibly know
now
[just as now i am so highly aware
of things she’d never even dream of]
but all i can do
until i meet someone who
can exchange this blessing-turned-curse
is sit and lie and dip and swim and wish
beside this blue lagoon
separate but still somehow part of the ocean
[how can i bring myself back to that part of me
or will i always remain so
separately]
kipventures 