April 29

the ups and DOWNS of 
DISease
DISsatisfaction
DISparities
DIStancing

one moment i am creating more than i’ve created in my past three lifetimes
the next moment i cannot bear to do anything but 
DIStract

how can one live (fully)
in this time
without careening 
OFF
this roller coaster?

 


 

to live
to be live
to be alive
to be a live-
ing
breathe-
ing
hum-
an
BE-
ing

a very specific prayer (in the time of COVID)

i hope my circus friends get hella strong (and hella grounded) from at-home conditioning.

i hope my performer friends losing gigs are monetarily safe.

i hope my introverted friends find this a great rest.

i hope my extroverted friends find fulfilling ways of connection in this time of social distancing.

i hope my friends who live with romantic partners find whole new ways of connection.

i hope my friends working from home find a routine to signify “at work time” vs. “not at work time.”

i hope my friends with kids find ways to fight the cabin fever. 

i hope people go outside when the sun is shining. (i, for one, don’t feel quite as stuck when i get to be in fresh air three times a day with my dog.)

i hope the dogs who are so happy their people are at home all day don’t get too sad when schedules return to normal.

i hope my creator friends find new ways of creating in the time of the internet and live streaming.

i hope my friends with mental health concerns have a therapist they can video-chat with.

i hope my friends who need to still go out into the world don’t catch any illness. and i hope my friends who still need to go out into the world don’t carry any illness and pass it on to anyone at risk.

i hope my friends who are losing sources of income find new and exciting and fulfilling ways to get money (making physical art/online content/finally starting that Patreon/etc.)

i hope my friends with dollars to spare give to those who need it.

i hope my friends who are sad about this whole situation find light in dark places.

and i hope those of you who are angry find calmness.

and i hope those who are scared find solace, if nothing else, in mutual fear.

i hope no one runs out of money, food, or toilet paper.

and i hope, after this craziness is over, we all continue to wash our hands with equal vigor.