March 30, 2026

the head
aches
the legs
stiffen
the neck
creaks
and cracks
and then
the lungs lengthen

the sinuses stuff
and the eyes water
and all i want to do is be outside
and all my allergies want me to do
is stay inside a bubble forever
[or at least for the length of spring]

but it’s my favorite season

how dare how dare how dare

May 14, 2024

i can feel the allergens
tickling my throat,
attacking my everyday systems
and interrupting,
creating weeping eyes
and pained heads
and sinuses that feel like
explosion is imminent
and the fogginess is permanent
but i know, the next cold day,
or non-pollen-drop,
i’ll be fine
i’ll be fine
i’ll be fine

[i’m not dying]