running away from
all responsibilities
in order to take care of
my own health self
[i hate it i hate it i hate it]
running away from
all responsibilities
in order to take care of
my own health self
[i hate it i hate it i hate it]
creating art is pretty rad
and i think i can do this
for a while
longer
ok
hj
stop looking at pinterest
and reading wholesome comments
and instead
do the thing
you want to do
you want to do
hear me out,
brain,
is that so much to ask
of my own psyche?
to simply be
heard?
observed?
taken into account
and considered
going forward?
writing
beautiful
nonsense
[the hj farr story]
the beauty
of a soft friendship,
of a tender friendship,
of a caring, loving, beautiful, thoughtful,
gentle
friendship.
we should all have those
and we should all be those
people
to someone
who needs that
friendship.
why is it that
when i am beginning to be social
on the social medias
i get so panicked and stressed and scared?
is the internet —
particularly the portion
with people one already knows —
really that frightful?
this puppy
is so damn stinky
what on earth did she eat
that we did not see?
the sinus headache is strong
this morning
and putting pressure on my sleep glands
to nap nap nap
all day
hobbies
collected
collecting dust
as new ones catch our eye
and the least we can hope for
is including old supplies
in newest hobbies
as recent ones
fly by