remember that time
every single time
i meditated
i cried?
what a time
what a time…
remember that time
every single time
i meditated
i cried?
what a time
what a time…
the heavy things are all percolating
just above my head
not yet ready to stream down
and be real thoughts
quite yet
but i can feel them all brewing
the house plants shine a little greener
against the dreary outside sky
in the winter months
i think
my belated new year’s resolution
is to find the place/space/state of mind
that allows me to write
more this year
how much more need i write
before my beloved bagels
arrive?
once again
feeling like i’m cosplaying
adulthood
[but also like everyone else might be, too]
ugh, i can’t even write a poem
about being unable to write a poem
because being sick sucks…
creeping through discord
just like i crept through
other social media empires
maybe i’m just a creep
and that’s all i’ll ever be
when related to media of the social variety
it’s a
sweatpants day/
a
chill at home
day/
a
get all the chores done
in comfort
kind of
day
and that is a-ok.
the fires
spread through my imagination
and burn up my sleeping dreams
to alert me
when i awake
to check on LA friends
and see how they’re doing
this morning