of course it’s when avoiding one thing
that i’m finally in the mood to do
another long avoided task
is that human nature?
is that the trauma?
is that maybehd?
could it be
all three?
procrastination task
July 23, 2026
avoiding things
and having them be
easy
doing things right way
and seeing they are
hard
how long till it balances out?
how long till everything is even-keeled?
how long till i actually understand myself and humanity in general?
[i think i may be out of luck in that respect…]
December 22, 2025
it feels
so silly to me
how i can only accomplish chores
when i’m actively avoiding
other
chores
[procrasinactivity
procrasticomplishment
can’t do a task? add a new/more time sensitive one
and watch yourself procrastinate that task
with the original one!]
[so much fun…!]
~~~
i can do it
i can do things
i can do scary scary things
i can do things that seem overwhelming
because, in the end
they tend to be
just things
and this is
just life
it’s all ephemeral
and liminal
and temporary
[what lasts may just be
vibes]
~~~
like, i mean, the vibrations you send out into the universe
i totally meant that
when i first
wrote it
April 26, 2023
procrasti-working
works for me—-
i get into the flow
of whatever work
isn’t time-sensitive
/finish up a project
that isn’t really necessary,
and i find myself
[usually, but not always]
able to continue flowing
into the stream of consciousness
of whatever thing i was avoiding
to begin with
[but i wouldn’t necessarily recommend this
to anyone else]
[except
maybe
maybe those
with the adhd]
May 10, 2022
procrastination task:
something that should be accomplished
[at some point]
done in a frantic spur of energy
when other
more important/
urgent/
critical/
imperative
tasks must take priority.
(hopefully
a way
to shoo those distractions
and get down to business…
…eventually)
kipventures 