we
our
singular
plural
inclusive and
inviting
blurring the lines of
numbered beings
and our own bodies
as systems
working together
i feel so much like both
an i
and a we
we see so much of myself
in all aspects
of life
why not just
try things out
see how they
feel
pondering
pondering
pondering
mulling
thinking
and writing
and honoring
honoring
honoring
those who came before me
pondering
teaching
directing
improvising
trying new things
[and not too new new things]
and still
maybe
sewing
and writing
and reading
and playing
and flying
and learning
and living
forlorn
desolate
why can’t i be honest?
why can i never
update
realistically?
why am i so scared of being
me?
is it more important
to be accurate
or to be
entertaining?
[and is it more important
to be a good leader
or to be
non-corrupt?]
these are the things i ponder
on election day
morning-
poetry
missing words
missing links
nighttime writing
pondering
posting
[but some things are still
missing]
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