June 1, 2026

waiting
[im]patiently for the bagels to arrive

i’m hungry

but more than that
i’m worried i cannot start my day
until i’ve had my sacred little
bagel
cream cheese
coffee
and stardew valley
time of day

May 31, 2026

watching our monstera grow
upwards
outwards
and
downwards

the roots spread as far
if not farther
than the stems and leaves and fenestrations themselves
searching for more soil
to vine across the ground

i wish i could give you twelve pots in a row,
little monstera,
to feed your searching
climbing
down

but for now, i suppose i’ll
let the root dangle
and see if you find anything
interesting
in this indoor living space
you’re stuck inside

May 30, 2026

what happens when the apocalypse happens
in fits and starts
and tiny bit by tiny bit?

if the future generations survive, will they look back on us
with wonder at how we made it this far?

if the future generations thrive, will they look back on us
and laugh at how foolish we were to assume
that we weren’t at the start of the middle
of the end times that they
escaped?

only hindsight is 20/20
we can only concern ourselves with the here and now
and try to institute the lessons from our own pasts
our paths to here we can re-tread, our paths forward
have not yet been paved
but i can’t stop myself from thinking myself far into the future
with wonderment
with fear
with imagination
with questions
because i’m concerned with the future of our planet
and how we can leave
here
better than we found it

[can we
leave it better than we found it???]

May 29, 2026

lend me a
bit of a
repose

jump in and then
jump out for a
moment

i can run and run
and get things done
but i need a break every
now and again

even if it’s just half an hour

to write my morning poetry

[and then back to grinding]

May 28, 2026

i so appreciate my kip
for being there with me
as i state
the state of my mind
and emotions
and they comfort
or support
or advise
as i need/ask

our communication has always been
one of my favorite things about us

for there will always be
times of stress, it’s how
we tackle them together,
on the same team, that counts

May 27, 2026

if i were a god
if i were a god
if i were a god
i may be a better god than the one(s) we have now

but

i’d probably still procrastinate
and have too many things on my plate

and i wonder what i’d let fall by the wayside

[is/are our god(s) not actually terrible
but simply
forgetful?]

May 26, 2026

coffee
waiting for me
in the fridge
getting cooler and cooler
until it’s cold enough for me to drink
and feel it icing me
awake

[i wish i would have remembered to do this
last night, but the delayed anticipation is
a strange and new feeling
and i love feeling new
things]