a very short
writing pages
day
not too many
poems/
not too much
to say
maybe in the evening
there will be more time
to think and write some more
[but by then
we’re writing for a deadline
so…]
poem
April 21, 2024
the consequences of adhd
[or even maybehd]
are incredibly frustrating
because
i have no one to blame
but me,
and i want
so desperately
to blame somebody
[because it never works out the way i dream,
but sometimes it does get better than it initially seemed…]
it’s all a wild ride and a complete surprise
with maybe-ad-hd
April 20, 2024
routine
not ruined
not stopped
just adjusted
for guests
April 19, 2024
i love my kip’s little head nods
of a great beat —
the impulse to dance
while sitting and programming at the table —
there’s only so much you can move,
so kip moves
their head in a nod
as if to say
“yes
yes
yes
this beat
is
yes”
April 18, 2024
this puppy
is so damn stinky
what on earth did she eat
that we did not see?
April 17, 2024
birds
distract
from writing
from trying
to get to know
the inside of my own head
maybe
they’re saying
‘get to know the earth
and the universe
first,
for “you” are just one part
of all’
April 16, 2024
creativity
is
as creativity
does
and creativity
does
frustrate me
so it is
frustrating
[i think]
April 15, 2024
the sinus headache is strong
this morning
and putting pressure on my sleep glands
to nap nap nap
all day
April 14, 2024
the puppy howls for us
and the howl turns into a growl
which explodes into one more bark
and that is our alert
that there are neighbors
in
the neighbor’s yard
how dare.
April 13, 2024
don’t craft
after
11pm
each creative has
different rules/
a different time
to ~stop~ by
but
the guidance remains the same:
there is a moment when
you are too tired to
cut/poke holes/hot glue/craft however you do —
decisions made when brains crave sleep
are never decisions awake brains will keep
[and some decisions are
more permanent/less fixable
than others]
kipventures 