trying out a
[kind of]
new endeavor
could it become
a [kind of] new
obsession?
trying out a
[kind of]
new endeavor
could it become
a [kind of] new
obsession?
an impulse to search zillow
for houses in
la
an impulse to change my whole wardrobe
and start the whole journey
today
an impulse to create a new craft
try a new recipe
just do something that is
100% new to me
but i know
me
and i know
the event
more likely —
a start
with no middle
and definitely no finishing up
the curse and constant battle
of the adhd brain
on life
nothing
is satisfying
artistically
poetically
aesthetically
i finish a verse
and just want to shake the shame
right off my fingertips
and start anew
(but the newness itself
won’t do
won’t do)