December 16, 2024

an impulse to search zillow
for houses in
la

an impulse to change my whole wardrobe
and start the whole journey
today

an impulse to create a new craft
try a new recipe
just do something that is
100% new to me

but i know
me
and i know
the event
more likely —

a start
with no middle
and definitely no finishing up

the curse and constant battle
of the adhd brain
on life

August 29, 2023

nothing
is satisfying
artistically
poetically
aesthetically

i finish a verse
and just want to shake the shame
right off my fingertips

and start anew

(but the newness itself
won’t do
won’t do)