the mood:
negative

the mood:
dour

the mood:
almost happy
for a little while

the mood:
existential

the mood:
hopeless

the mood:
hopeful
for once
hold on to it

it’s gone

the mood:
emptiness
is there a mood at all?

the mood:
cyclical
i should be used to it by now

the mood:
ever-changing
ever-growing
ever-morphing
into a new mood
a new emotion
a new thing to think and remember and grow

the mood:
i’m not worried
about my mood
(is
this
happiness?)

the mood:
how did i even get here?
to this place?
to this age?
to this mood?
to this hair?
to this me?

the mood:

the mood:

the mood:

[did i discover anything of substance?]