October 12, 2026

i have artist’s utensils
next to my writing spot
[which is also my eating spot
incidentally] i have a pencil with which
to sketch, a few good erasers, a sketch pad
i’ve actually been using, some colored
pencils to the other side,
and even a bag that i got at the art store
that has art all over it, and yesterday
i even gave advice
about art
[to kip, whom i would call
the artist in this house]
that made a piece of art
better

so maybe
i am learning
some artist skills

maybe
you can teach
an old dog new tricks

maybe maybe maybe
i’m not as set in my ways of
‘i can’t draw at all’ as i thought i was…!

October 7, 2026

drawing cats
for catober
figuring out a style?
maybe?
[i don’t know, a majority of my cats so far
look exactly the same as they did
when i was 13]
but at least i’m drawing
and even if i don’t draw
11 other months in the year
i have 31 drawings to show for october
as bad as they are…

i’m always encouraging others to make bad art

why can’t i let myself make bad art?
why can’t i let myself?
why can’t i?

September 16, 2026

make
bad
art

we need more
human
bad art

or at least something filled with
life
and breath

art is life
life is art

ai is not currently life/breath/creativity

ai cannot make art

it can make amalgamations of other humans’ art
it can mix styles like paint
but that is just a technical ability

art is ephemeral and hard to describe

it needs life

in needs breath

it needs person-ness

so make bad art, because no matter how bad it is
it
is
still
ART