everything last minute
every moment panic
but this is how i was trained
in the trench warfare of
gifted-kid-with-undiagnosed-adhd
late nineties
last minute
September 26, 2024
so much i could be/should be doing
but i’m not doing
i’m not doing
instead i’m exhausted
i’m last-minute-ing
i can’t even tell if i’m
excited
or apprehensive
but i keep going
somehow
somehow
i keep going
April 7, 2022
wrote a thing
i should have written days/weekes ago
as a procrastination
to what i should be writing
now
how
and why
do i do this to myself?
kipventures 