mushrooms
and tree leaves
and images only i can see
my head fills to the brim with
delights
and devestation
and it’s no wonder
the bright devouring
of death
of fungi
are what i connect with
best

~~~

my therapist often rephrases links
of two seemingly disparate ideas
from “but”
to “and”

and

it has helped me in my own journey
to temper my black and white thinking
and see the world for the shades of grey
it truly is

~~~

queer icons
rainbow capitalism
greedy estates
but accessible designs and an un-kept gate

fuck

everything really is a shade of grey