perhaps you wake up one day
and the sky is purple instead of blue
still the same brightness — no sunrise or sunset vibes
making the change, though many things may adjust
from your point of view — like are you near a body of water?
look at it, it’ll reflect the sky, and you’ll realize
in that moment, that the ocean is not, in fact, blue,
or even any color on its own,
but a simple showing back of
the sky above it
but
no one else remarks on the suddenness of the purple in the sky
and when you see a game show with simple questions
or shadow your niece’s kindergarten class
the correct answer to “what color is the sky”
is “purple!” every time
so what now?
do you ask someone about it?
do you try to sleep it off?
do you check your own kindergarten worksheets
dug up and pulled down from your parents’ house’s attic?
there, in your own handwriting, is “purple”
and even poems you wrote ages ago
where you rhymed “blue” with “true” at the end of a stanza
put forth the same rhyme scheme, but with purple in the middle
“the sky’s purple hue/makes my heart beat true”
and it works
better than
“blue”
do you take this to your therapist
crossing your fingers behind your body
that it won’t be enough to get you committed
again?
how long has your reality strayed from everyone else’s?
is everyone else under an illusion now?
were you picking up nonreality for twenty-seven years?
why
why
why
is this happening?
to you?
you wait
and perhaps
you never get an answer…