the day after a show
but so much happened
on top of it
a meeting
a surgery
an emergency allergy reaction
[not mine tho]
and i can hardly revel in the feeling of the show
[or
even berate myself for
not promoting it
more]
except for the moment
i stayed in the moment
afterwards
talking
with the lovely lovely people involved
i think they’re all so rad
and i’m so glad
i got to tell them so
the post-show let-down
is holding me in its grip
as i grasp for a way
out
oh no
the feels
where are they coming from?
my therapy was great
giving myself permission
to feel as others in my industry feel
but i guess i didn’t expect it to happen
the very next day
so what do i do?
—feel the feelings—
—breathe through it—
—don’t expect an ending—
—don’t expect anything—
—just feel—
—cry if you need to—
—feel—
—your—
—feelings—
(you are allowed)
(i am allowed)
(i am allowed)
kipventures 