January 27, 2026

when lying on your deathbed
with your last breath
you can’t take it with you —
power accrued
wealth amassed
bodies stylized
any of that

what stays with you is
love
and
your acceptance of self

i’ve seen the love in a room
carry a soul
to whatever comes next

and i know when i die
i may have some small regrets
but you’ll never find me regretting
the person i’ve become

so what
is the point
of what so much of humanity
has

done?

May 25, 2023

mushrooms
and tree leaves
and images only i can see
my head fills to the brim with
delights
and devestation
and it’s no wonder
the bright devouring
of death
of fungi
are what i connect with
best

~~~

my therapist often rephrases links
of two seemingly disparate ideas
from “but”
to “and”

and

it has helped me in my own journey
to temper my black and white thinking
and see the world for the shades of grey
it truly is

~~~

queer icons
rainbow capitalism
greedy estates
but accessible designs and an un-kept gate

fuck

everything really is a shade of grey