August 23, 2026

i’m so curious
if it’s a universal experience
to have a tiny internal voice
constantly telling you all the things
you’ve done wrong
or just are
that are wrong
day in and day out
and as one grows, it doesn’t go away
it simply is able to be drowned out a bit more
and a bit more
with the experiences and knowledge and
voices of loved ones

or if that’s only a universal experience
of those of us with depression and/or anxiety

thoughts?

January 28, 2022

the snow sprinkles downwards
as i look towards the sky
wondering why
wonder when
wondering how

the beauty laid out on the ground
but i always search for answers
rather than accepting
beauty for beauty’s sake

(which may make me a curmudgeon,
but damn is there beauty in science
too)