May 27, 2026

if i were a god
if i were a god
if i were a god
i may be a better god than the one(s) we have now

but

i’d probably still procrastinate
and have too many things on my plate

and i wonder what i’d let fall by the wayside

[is/are our god(s) not actually terrible
but simply
forgetful?]

May 20, 2026

The Citadel shouldn’t exist

not morally, but physically

towers upon towers of structures in space
constantly needing rebuilding and maintenance
just the right distance from the biggest wormhole in the galaxy
that somehow makes its orbit stable
[for now]

it’s been around for a thousand years now
and some towers have more modern technology
than others, and still others have weird amalgamations
of the old and the new,
and even more feel like they’re still standing
still resistant to the vacuum of space
through a hope and a prayer
and maybe some sort of space magic
we don’t yet understand

but The Citadel still stands

and it really shouldn’t, if you think about it

but no one thinks about it too long

because once you do, you wonder if it should exist at all

and once you wonder, you wonder if you made it all up

and it actually doesn’t