November 16, 2025

but, should i want to write a book,
what book should i write?

should i re-write my first ever finished novel?
try to make it less about what i needed to hear
[and say]
at that moment in my life, and instead keep
the characters and their journey
and clean it up a bit
for a more
general
consumption?

should i try to finish up the novel i started
recently
with magic at its core
with a [relatively] scientific explanation

should i create my silly idea for a choose your own adventure novel?

should i write the fairy story of a person writing a fairy story
that they need
[and i probably do, too]

should i instead focus on play-writing?
or putting together a collection of
already written poetry?

i think i want to fall into a novel
like i did five years ago…

maybe that first option
really is
the way
to
go

March 4, 2025

i am a softie
made of choked up feelings
and barely hidden tears

and stories will almost always mist my eyes
but a thank you to a supportive partner
from a trans-masc autistic person
will straight up give me
the weeps

February 27, 2025

caught up in a book
in a way i haven’t been for a while
[at least not a physical book — we all know
how i feel about the locked tomb series in audiobook form]
but caught up in a way that
i can’t wait for my next subway ride
in a way that
i brought it upstairs before bed
and read
instead of dicking around on my phone
in a way that
i’m probably having nightmares about it
[it’s not that fun of a book,
but boy is it
engaging
like crazy]