hold on to what you know
let go of what confuses you
but don’t
don’t
don’t destroy
that which you don’t understand
[then you
become the
villain]
[and i hope
you don’t want
that]
advice to myself
April 3, 2026
the internet is absolutely packed
with everything
with hatred and inspiration and foolishness and memes
and i saw
once
a piece of advice that said
[approximately]
“don’t stop writing, you’re in the middle of creating
someones favorite book.
don’t
stop
now!”
and i think about that
from time to time
because we never know what we’ll end up being
to someone else
and, though i can’t imagine my writing
being someone’s absolute favorite, i can see it
impacting
in a way i didn’t imagine
and for that reason
i suppose
i’ll keep going.
September 21, 2025
ok
ok
you can do it
you can write
and you can teach
and you can lead
and you can sleep
and you can highlight
and you can act
and you can audition
and you can survive
and you can thrive
and you can get through this
busy busy busy day
where there’s so much pressure
that often tears you apart
but today is the day
that it’ll just scratch you a little
but the wound will cauterize
and then scar over
and you’ll be able to do this
over and over and over
until you barely notice
the weapons you create in your own head
that
prevent you from doing
what you want to be
doing
you can do today
May 14, 2025
interestingly
i am not a perfectly moral being
and i feel like the few times i’ve
strayed
from the morality i’d like
have influenced me the most
in keeping kindness and honesty
at the top of my
values tree
[now why can’t my perfectionism hear that
and substitute in “mistakes”
and feel like making them
would just make my talent and skills
even
greater???]
March 27, 2025
welcome, me,
i say to myself, out loud
because i can’t seem to
get on my own side
without making it a show
for someone
else
[that feels like an important lesson to have sink in]
March 24, 2025
don’t let fear
run your life
or even tell you
how you’re failing —
the fear is there
yes
but you’re doing the things
anyway
on top of the fear
the fear doesn’t define you
it’s the doing it even while scared
that does
and that is badass
March 9, 2025
pondering philosophies —
i wonder why i
seem to flounder when it comes to
strong opinions and staunch stances
but that’s just from the inside
if i zoom out, i realize
i do have a very strong morality —
a constant running baseline
that i live my life by:
kindness
and if i zoom out a little further,
i can see how living my life
with so much pressure and hatred towards myself
is in direct opposition to my main focal philosophy…
perhaps
perhaps
perhaps
i need to be kind to myself
in order to feel more like
the myself i would like
to be
February 26, 2025
counteract imposter syndrome
with delusions of grandeur
battle bouts of depression
with moments of absolute elation
fight against the tyranny of a fascist oligarchy
with anarchical acts of neighborly compassion
if your ‘natural state’ is one strong thing
make sure to balance it with
a little bit of its opposite
[if you can’t make yourself mellow,
at least average it out to
even-keel-ness]
June 7, 2023
the need to control
to know
to make the flow go
where you want it to
go
can only end in
disaster
you will know what you are in charge of
you will know what you can accomplish and cannot
you will know where your limitations are
where your knowledge leaves off
where your expertise
ends
let other people
know
decide
flounder if floundering is needed
(because sometimes to succeed
the floundering really is what’s needed)
if they are the ones in charge
then they are the ones who should take charge
and you
stay in your lane
merge if merging is asked of you
but only if you
can
do
the rest is left to the universe
April 1, 2023
don’t get lost in
the sea
of
wants but not needs
desires and escapees
the distractions instead of the
actual
necessary
to be’s
kipventures 