write
write as if your life
depended on it
write
as if you couldn’t start a whole day
without it
write as if you couldn’t find
your true identity
as a human being
unless you were to
write
write
write as if you just can’t do anything
but
write

~~~

am i actually
naturally
good?

or am i fooling myself
over
and over
and over again?

~~~

does it even matter tho?
if i get satisfaction?
if i feel pleased?

should i even care if anyone else deems it ‘good’
?