i think
the reason
i enjoy organizing books
and tangible things
for fun
is the same reason
i can’t seem
to organize
my digital
life

physicality is separate
from me
from my mind
so i have some semblance
of control
over
it

virtual
online
digital
means to an end
end up emulating
what my brain is doing
so disorganization
is the only way i
survive

(i wish
there was another
way to
thrive)