May 20

when coming to Machu Picchu
many people call it a
‘bucket list trip’

to be there

to hike the entire Inca trail

it has also been called
‘a professional photographer’s dream’

and

‘spiritual’

but what happens when the busses
splattering mud
spewing diesel
cart tourists up and down that winding mountain road
all day long?

are we really experiencing something fantastic
before we die?
recording in image the beauty of long ago?
connecting spiritually to the past?

or are we simply a cog in a (money-making) machine?


how much of our respective ‘esposos’ can we talk about
and laugh
before the commonalities become apparent
and our wedding rings begin to look too similar?

(on homosexuality being illegal
but not necessarily punishable)

May 19

if my feet could pound air into my lungs
the way they pound steps into the ground
i wouldn’t suspect i have asthma.


kissed by a llama
hiking towards Machu Picchu

must be good luck

May 18

there’s a market
outside of the market
across from the supermarket

and i expect those miniature llamas
are sold everywhere

May 16

even when i am bitter
and sad
and stressed
and upset

waving back to babies who wave at trains
will always bring a smile to my heart

May 15 (part 2)

i love
the dichotomy
of traditional life
with
modern amenities.

like the Uru
living on floating islands made of reeds
hand-crafted, knowledge descending generations,
with solar energy
charging their iPhones

the chord and device were hidden behind her front door
(a door also made of reed)
as though seeing it may make tourists think
it out of place

but i find it
delightfully comforting

May 15

no photos, respect the dead
but they are on display

give a donation, place a sol coin above the glass enclosure
they’ve called home since being dug up

but i could be in this room for hours

the archaeologist inside tearing out of me from my eyes

feasting on the leathery look of preserved skin

noticing where hair is still visible, stuck to the skull

counting the exposed tendons from toe knuckle to nail

and I want to know more
and feel more
and taste…

i am not a professional archaeologist

but for a moment in that room i could almost feel
what might have been

May 14

get pulled into audience participation dancing
Perform

feel out of place on a luxury train
Perform

meet new people who think your life is interesting
Perform

that is your profession, is it not?

May 13

condors have a huge wingspan
which they will show off for you as you approach
and they fly over you like dragons
but they don’t want to burn any villages.

they just want to find dead meat and be left alone.

May 12

we hike with dogs
and learn about how the Incas built walls
around other cultures’ sacred places
so they would have to go through Inca territory
to worship their gods
and live their lives.

but when the Spanish arrived
they destroyed the Incan sacred spaces
and forced them to build Christian churches
so they would only be able to worship
the One Christian God.

I think I like one version of imperialism better


we talk with our guide about
dogs
Inca
books
college
Peru
computers
politics
Canada
tourists

and he tells us our plan to write on a train is cliché

we laugh about it and agree